To the Webb family, I am truly sorry for what I have done.
I never meant to use my blade to take away your son.
I sit in my cell reflecting each day and all I do is cry.
I cannot explain what happened, I cannot even tell you why.
I took an action that has ruined so many lives.
All because on October 17th 2017 I went out with a knife.
At the time I really did not think, I really did not get.
That by hurting you I would live a life of regret.
I am so sorry for what I have done, I regret the very thing.
That has stained your family with a deathly sting.
If I had a wish, I wish I could bring him back.
I wish I never stabbed him in the chest and again in the back.
No one on earth deserves to die brutally young.
Especially those with great potential like Kyron your son.
In my dusty cell I sit and pray that Kyron has gone onto a better place.
My mum, she is ashamed of me, she sees me as such a disgrace.
One day I hope that with Kyron I can unite.
So I can apologise for my cowardly actions on that fateful night.
I ask God daily to grant him eternal peace.
A prayer for the rest of my life will never cease.
Words cannot express how I feel right now, I really was not raised this way.
Kyron is imprinted in my mind, I think of him every single day.
If I could chose my fate, I would have chosen the death penalty.
As the consequence for my actions when I was found guilty.
I promise in the future I will use my life to make this up to you.
I want to make you happy along with your sons and daughters too.
I know at this moment my presence must make you feel sick.
I dress in prison uniform alone in dust I sit.
I think of Kyron and see my life just speeding by
Without hope of happiness, like you all I do is cry
I am sorry Kyron for the dreams I have stolen and can never be true..
I will regret the title Murderer the name I inherited, the day that I killed you.
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